by indigosparke

Yes
I am reduced to silence
in reverence
and observation

a wave
a dance
a day

moving serpentine though time

Morning catches me and pulls me in
wild
sweaty
unhinged
our kind of crazy
a flood of spirit
spinning intertwined

Then you
I see
blue and clear
electric mirror
Azure
I fall into wonder
picking stars from your knightly cloth and examine them as my own
you grow me in and up and out
and catch me as i crumble
its confronting

Fragile
Messy
Strong
Maybe
Brilliant

A million stairs
to pray
to purify
thick smoke intoxicates me into a trance
in the belly of the mother
the womb
here deep within
I can feel my heart
beat hard
Overgrown with your vines
but not restricted
only in the way to purify
to squeeze out
every last but
you flood me
and wring me dry
full power

Melted

Steady

Walking into spoken word
liquid
honey
falling around us like leaves
reminders of the changing seasons of the hearts and living

Of my sorrow and joy I am reminded that which I weep for has been my delight
verily I am suspended like scales between my sorrow and my joy
they are both guests at my table and so together we break bread

But not today and it is almost over as the last golden rays fade behind the palms

I am hungry and quickly become my 5 year old self unable to contain my leaking messy crazy

But I catch myself before I boil over scolding everyone to burn

Then here
on the hill
the house
big open
full

I cannot put into words
another realm
a different grid
this is where I want to be
to dwell
here
Home

Maybe she’s right
maybe I’m exactly where I need to be

Maybe

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